Are you one of those people who has to hit pause whenever any form of printed text appears on screen in a movie or on TV so you can read it and really get the most out of the backstory of whatever it is you’re watching? Well according to Rihanna’s diary in her new video for Armani Jeans and Underwear (maybe even Armani Casa bedsheets), she’s scared and fragile, all about kissing with intensity, eating wine gums and waking up drunk in NYC. What a gal.

Now you know everything you need to know to get the most out of RiRi’s latest sexy skin spot for Armani, which is sure to have you writhing all the way to the airport. You’re welcome.